When i Was a Baby

hehe, my eyes so big... looking wat neh?

cute ma? hehe

wa... this sit until...??

dunno wan climb till where neh?

y i look so cool n sad de neh...?

" Wonderwall "

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

So sien...

Oh Man~! so boring at home leh!!
KL got any places i can go de ma?
But if got also no money to shop~ wakaka..
Going to be zombie in this holiday...


Everyday stay at home watch movie, eat, sleep, sms...
Still got wat can i do?
I'm waiting my PMR result... sure very worst...


Next year Form 4 le... Now really hope i'm still at primary school life...
Can play wif frens, no need think so much...
But tat is impossible won't happen..
Really wan commit suicide... Hate my life now... ish~

Missing someone?

不在乎天長地久，
只在乎曾經擁有。
再長久的愛情，
縂有一天會分離。

Celebrating... 02/11/2008

[Yan n me...]
wats we looking at? a little bit dark...
Birthday gal sitting beside me...kaka
We bought a Muffin only... keke..
Actually still got a cake... lols..

[ Vinic and Yan ]
Yan hugging Vinic... haha... nice..

Hohoho!! Naughty lo....! Drink Beers... XD

Yan n Jun.. She's kissing her... so sweet....~

[ Jun, Yan, Mun Yee ]
Both can't stop hug her... maybe is nice to hug... haha!

Up: Me, Qi, Jun - Down: Boyi, Yan, Vinic, Mun Yee
Me look so ugly... others so nice.... jealous liao... XD

Its Change

Everything is gone... everthing is change... everything not like last time...
Actually wat i wan...? i really dunno...
Last time wif him, its so suffer n stress... but finally is end...
My new life can be happy..? i dont know...


Why this few days i wif him de past suddenly come back from my mind...?
I hate it... i don wan to think back... is a sad memory for me...
But y i cant stop think abt those sad memories??


Then today my frens suddenly asked back how he treat me last time...
Wow... really all my memories came back... i already forgot ard...
But my frens suddenly ask me.. So sad~
My fren Shi Qin asked me, y i can tolerate him till so long...?
I ask myself so many times le.. but i still dunno the reason... isit last time i love him? Maybe..


Yesterday i read a news, is talk abt the BF commit suicide becoz of her GF..
Isn't tat very stupid...? the boy treat his Gf so good... but the GF dunno how to treasure it...
So hate the gal... so young the the boy die le... waste it.. hehe...


Now i must treasure wat i have.. i don wan to lost it again...
Hope can be happy...
Hope everything will be fine on me....

爲什麽？

為什麽，我總是要聼你的？
我就不能做下反對黨嗎？

爲什麽，你總是要針對我？
我真的每天都做錯事嗎？

爲什麽，我想做下我喜歡做的事情你總是不給？
我又沒做錯事嗎。。。~

爲什麽，做錯事你就要判死刑？
就不能改過嗎？

爲什麽，想見你總是那麽難？
我們的距離就是離得那麽遠。。。

爲什麽，考完試了你還要逼我去學校？
我去了學校也不是一樣悶！一樣無所事事！

爲什麽，你總是不相信我？ 我真得那麽令人討厭嗎？

爲什麽，你總是那麽疼他們就不疼下我呢？
我也想要像他們那樣，你知道嗎？

爲什麽，我想和喜歡的人在一起你就是不容許呢？
每次都聼你的，就讓下我，能嗎？

爲什麽，每天放學回到家就要聼你在旁邊嘮叨我？
好累啊~真的好想離開這傷心的地方。。。可以嗎？

爲什麽，總是要有他你就接受呢？
沒了他就不能咩？

爲什麽你們做的事情是對我，
我就錯呢？！
Maybe i am like tat.... haha!



爲什麽？！

What's Going On?

walao, wats going on today...?
early in the morning... at the kitchen smell some SHIT smells...
then juz open the door, DAMN! the SHIT is on my school shoe!!! argh!!!!
lucky i still got another shoe... phew~ if not can wear slipper le....

then reach school... gave my fren scare me... i call her HK... wasai... coming is Habeeba, my fren too... i sleeping tat time, stand behind me ask next year sit bus or parents fetch~ ZADAO! Fine~ make me cant fall asleep already.... ish~

wat a boring day at school... whole day wif frens sit at the gym play UNO cards... ^^
then i chalks the cards... keep chalk keep cant chalk nicely.... like the cards will run away~
those teacher dunno plan wat stupid activities to us wan... so boring! finish PMR still need
us go school wan... yer...~

finally finish school, can go home le... thanks god! haha... so sleepy n hungry...
reach home le.. cook maggi mee eat.. got Ham, Crab Stick n Cheese Hotdog...

wakaka... then the mee is goreng wan, dry de... i go cook until soup..~ ahlah... really wats going on, on me.... no taste at all... wuwuwu~ y so blur wan today? wat am i thinking?


this pic so sleepy n look like malay rite...? wakakaka....

Best Day I Ever Had

Yesterday i went to my kai gor house.. i so nervous when going to reach...
fine.. juz reach there, all ppl looking at me... wasai...
then his brother say to all his frens "Hey, everybody! this is my brother, Andy's Gf!"
wow.... me n andy looking at both, so pai seh man... his house was so nice!


then i saw andy's fren Wei Yao his face so RED hoho!! first is so boring de....
i say i wan drink alcoholic drinks, his brother and mom also don give...so sad...
coz they say u are underage, cannot drink... T_T then i go eat something..
finish eating... hoho! shock man... i keep call andy give me drink Red Wine, Whiskey
Sake... shock~


then his brother frens all 'mabuk' liao...kaka! got 2 frens n his big brother
know how to play guitar.. so cool... they play the song so nice.... so hope i know how
to play... then i finish drink my Whiskey.. oh no.. i feel myself really mabuk le...
i juz heard andy said 'u mabuk liao la' haha.. i knew i mabuk le, but i still wanna drink
coz happy ma... lols...


then he got a fren ask me 'hey u wan drink ma? i make for u..."
i say ok.. then after 1 minutes... he take for me, whiskey dunno mix le wat... oh~~
faint lo....i finish drink he come again, say "yee, u finish le ah? u still wan? i say ok de...
then he ask wat u drink u wan? i say as u like... wat also can... kaka~! naughty ma?


finally until 11:30 like i go home le... i really mabuk liao tat time... walking also cant walk
straight... keke! then andy keep ask u ok ma? i say ok de.. if not ok juz sleep there only
lor... haha! joking ah...i juz can say this is the Best Day I Ever Had!! yeah! dunno when
can like tat again leh..? very hard lur i think..

A Midnight

A midnight, that i cant fall asleep, listening a song by Sum41-With Me, and missing you so much. Suddenly i feel that i was so lonely,
dunno why. Feels like all ppl leave me, like i juz live alone.
I need you, i miss you. I wan you be my side now, can you?


And now i listening another song by Secondhand Serenade-Your Call.
My name rite, Serena. hehe. i love this song so much.
Chorus here is so meaningful.
'cause i was born, to tell you i love you..
and i am torn to do what i have to..'
try to listen both of the song.. if u havent hear before.. hehe..


Then i until 2am only can fall asleep. hehe. I sms my frens all sleep. =.="
when they find me then i sleep already... zadao....
i keep call myself go sleep but cant... damn~

What A Boring Day

wow~ today really so boring at home.. no place to go, mummy don let me out, juz can stay at home..
this Hari Raya holiday really so boring...

but lucky got computer.. wakaka.. whole day sit in front of the comp watch Gossip Girls juz finish watch season one now continue season two... this english series was so awesome... anyone know this series?
if anyone got interest can go DL too... keke

but i'm pity too... watch le few hours gave mummy scold n nagging... my ears cant stand it..
finally switch off the comp... keke...

today my fren a.k.a my kai gor his brother invite me to his hse...is open hse... hehe...
i get shock! wow.... now i was thinking tat day will boring anot? i think will.. hmmm...
hope will be fun... and i was so afraid my mom will let me go or not.. lucky, my mom let! yes! coz i say tat is primary school fren but actually not.. wakaka.... n tat juz a open hse not go times square or wat...

suddenly i so miss someone, suddenly so miss my frens.. dunno they got miss me anot?
maybe yes or not.... hehe... juz now when i having dinner my mom suddenly say a couple don care is marry anot, if they argue is a good thing? really ma? maybe is real, but not always argue... hehe...anyone can tell how u think abt 'happiness'?

hate my day

wake up early in the morning get scold...
because i don follow my mom go chant scriptures... fine~
when she reach home, get scold again! damn it!

i was so hate abt today!
my mom talking is so innocent!
damn! if really happen i will try to protect myself!

i juz wanna hang out tomorrow wif my kai jie.. also cant! grounded!
i hate him! y i will met him n couple wif him before?! i was so regret about it...
my mom don even trust me at all..! wat the....

juz wanna hang out wif frens also cant... y? can anybody tell me y?
i know she's cares abt me.. but her way was wrong...!
i hate my family... my brothers wan to do wat as they like! but y me cant?!