I Disappoint You

Dear Mom, 


I'm sorry.. I disappointed you again..
I know I didn't even try to work hard before..
I really don't know wan't how to make myself in love with BM..
My BM is more worst than you think that I'm still okay in BM..
I really sucks with it!
English essay I still know where to start...
But, BM? Gosh, I don't even know how to use their words to start!
Might be you were right..
I'm just a useless people, a piece of shit.. 
Perhaps, I really have to go Singapore to work and earn money for you..

I'm really tired,

I don't meant to disappoint you..

Sorry, I'm just a useless piece of shit..

Really just feel like wanna give up..

Slowly, Deeply..

Slowly..

I really felt that I had let go of you, A..

Thank you for hurt me indeed.. 

Our memories I will keep in one deep place of my heart..

No more hating on you both..

=)

Dear Friend, why suddenly so cool to me?

I really hate myself over care on you..

You treat me as what?

Boring then find me?

When I find you, text you, call to you..

You don't even wanna reply or pick up!

Damn it! 

                   

Deeply..

Well, well... If now everyone ask me, don't wanna find a Boyfriends?
Nah, no~ I don't think I need it yet.. =)
Seriously, I'm enjoying with my single life! =D
Free & Easy.. Yeah, maybe I really need a guy to take care of me..
But, not now..
The world is different, man couldn't be trusted easily! 


Everyone's has their different type of stories behind them..
Don't guess, Don't judge..
Now, everyday.. I keep on telling myself six words..
" Serena, you have to stay strong! '
This is what I keep on repeat and remind myself all the time..
Really have to be thankful that everyday woke up,
that you still alive.. =)