A Midnight

A midnight, that i cant fall asleep, listening a song by Sum41-With Me, and missing you so much. Suddenly i feel that i was so lonely,
dunno why. Feels like all ppl leave me, like i juz live alone.
I need you, i miss you. I wan you be my side now, can you?


And now i listening another song by Secondhand Serenade-Your Call.
My name rite, Serena. hehe. i love this song so much.
Chorus here is so meaningful.
'cause i was born, to tell you i love you..
and i am torn to do what i have to..'
try to listen both of the song.. if u havent hear before.. hehe..


Then i until 2am only can fall asleep. hehe. I sms my frens all sleep. =.="
when they find me then i sleep already... zadao....
i keep call myself go sleep but cant... damn~

What A Boring Day

wow~ today really so boring at home.. no place to go, mummy don let me out, juz can stay at home..
this Hari Raya holiday really so boring...

but lucky got computer.. wakaka.. whole day sit in front of the comp watch Gossip Girls juz finish watch season one now continue season two... this english series was so awesome... anyone know this series?
if anyone got interest can go DL too... keke

but i'm pity too... watch le few hours gave mummy scold n nagging... my ears cant stand it..
finally switch off the comp... keke...

today my fren a.k.a my kai gor his brother invite me to his hse...is open hse... hehe...
i get shock! wow.... now i was thinking tat day will boring anot? i think will.. hmmm...
hope will be fun... and i was so afraid my mom will let me go or not.. lucky, my mom let! yes! coz i say tat is primary school fren but actually not.. wakaka.... n tat juz a open hse not go times square or wat...

suddenly i so miss someone, suddenly so miss my frens.. dunno they got miss me anot?
maybe yes or not.... hehe... juz now when i having dinner my mom suddenly say a couple don care is marry anot, if they argue is a good thing? really ma? maybe is real, but not always argue... hehe...anyone can tell how u think abt 'happiness'?

hate my day

wake up early in the morning get scold...
because i don follow my mom go chant scriptures... fine~
when she reach home, get scold again! damn it!

i was so hate abt today!
my mom talking is so innocent!
damn! if really happen i will try to protect myself!

i juz wanna hang out tomorrow wif my kai jie.. also cant! grounded!
i hate him! y i will met him n couple wif him before?! i was so regret about it...
my mom don even trust me at all..! wat the....

juz wanna hang out wif frens also cant... y? can anybody tell me y?
i know she's cares abt me.. but her way was wrong...!
i hate my family... my brothers wan to do wat as they like! but y me cant?!