Wed, July 6, 2011 2.37PM

Dear Blogger,

These days I keep think that I decide to come to Sarawak, Kuching is it the wrong decision..

The first I gave my IC to aunty already the wrong decision..

I thought come here will be great, have a lot of fun all that but, is not..

Worst than I staying in my house KL..

Seriously, can said that I was being a maid & a nanny only…

Mom call to me first thing not ask me staying at Sarawak happy or not..

Is asked about “Got help aunty do this do that or not?”

For sure I did.. But staying here I ain’t happy at all…

Cause no place to go at all.. No entertainment only…

Want to go for a walk also cant..

Stay in the house all day long and be a maid.. One word, Sien..

Fine, skip this topic.. Just so boring only…

Today Uncle at here ‘傳教’.. I not so interest with it..

But to show my respect just listen what uncle told me..

Their religion is Japanese, count as Buddha but they don’t have like our Chinese..

Pray with ‘佛像’…

Uncle and aunty also teach me how to ’念’ their ‘經文’..

They told me you target 1 thing that you want to do and keep on speak this..

Then It will make you come true…

Till now I stiil haven decide what course I wanna take..

All of my friends already study in college for don’t know how many semester already..

But, me? No education, no job, no money..

Totally a piece of SHIT!

Uncle and aunty ask me keep on ’念’ their ‘經文’ maybe you will know what course you wanna take..

But I really don’t want study already..

Just don’t want waste my parents money, why is it so hard?

Suddenly listen back this song “Never Had A Dream Come True”

Nah, I never had a dream come true..

So wish that the next minute is the world end, so no need to bother it so much, tiring.. =(

Bye blogger, will be telling you my thingy soon..

真的是家家有本難唸的經…

Why aunty family can became like that? Aiks

I want find some people speak with me… Anyone?

What a boring life…

I want faster go back KL ah~ T_T

HELP!!!

Pressure keep coming to me!

Today Aunty Julia keep on ask me what I want to study..

Darn~ I don’t know what to answer whey…

I really don’t know how my futue life gonna be…

Hate to think about it, tired of it…

Keep on ask me study…

Study aint that good?

Saw aunty and uncle everyday argue, just like my dad and mom..

But at least my parents better than them, cause my parents will joke with both sometimes.. XD

It’s already July le lor.. Daddy, Brothers, and Sister birthday coming soon..

2 more months is my birthday.. Haha.. Perasan.. =.=

By the way, in Kuching is more lazy to go out than I staying in KL..

Kuching weather so damn HOT!!! Cant even stand for it~

Anyway.. End of my story today…

The day in Kuching

Came to Sarawak already 3days, don’t know how to express my feeling over here..

Here got 2 kids, is aunty grand child.. Seriously, they are so cute.. But also very naughty..

Everyday also can felt so tired because of these two little kids..

So boring over here.. No internet day just like doomsday! XD

Trying to use to it.. I can not play FB, but I cant don’t blog..

Just feel like wan to update my blog all that since I’ve been here..

It’s true ‘every family have their own different story’..

When I heard aunty daughter and son treat them not good feel upset and disappointed..

That is their parents.. They can act like nothing! Feel heartache from aunt and uncle..

Don’t know how’s my parents at KL.. Are they doing great?

Hope they can take care themselves well..

And hope them not forget to feed the fish and plants..

Kuching not other people think that worst at least got shopping centre..

But not like KL that much… In Kuching, 5 to 6 already sunset..

Early right?

I totally miss KL foods!! Sarawak here all the food not too salty, sweet, either too spicy!

Argh… And Sarawak people like to drink cold drinks, sweet drinks…

Don’t even have Chinese tea to drink.. Lucky I brought from my own.. Haha!

Plus here no place to go… Argh… Sarawak weather hotter than kl..

Just like having sauna~ @.@

Anyway, today blog until here….

=) Ciao!

Day by Day..

Day by day i really felt that i so lifeless..

Seriously, what can i do without sitting infront the comp?

So freaking bored!

Few days more is hubby and mine anniversary..

Woots! Feel happy? Nah, so sure that we like just normal..

Dont know why we like after marry those couples..

Everyday like just pass by normal, like have been together 10+

that kind of feel..

Anyway.. i miss him.. =)

And, oh yeah!! I was getting fatter and fatter!! GREAT~!

That day went out with friends,

Fish asked me "wei, 你最近好吃好住啊?"

Oh My God!! Gik dou ngo~

Means saying i getting fatter already.. T_T

But, these days i already trying to control my eating.. HAHA

Eventually, foods still always my love.. LOL

TA DAAAAH~~!! "Subway", one of my favourite food!

Haha, healthy, delicious and the price is fair! =)

Lol, like making advertisement for subway..

Anyway~

Its time to go~

Ciao!

Will be blog again soon...

=)

心情不好

下雨天, 不明白為什麼心情不好...

最近總是覺得很憂鬱, 怎麼辦好？

真的是名副其實的婊子!

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The Moment be with you

I'm really appreciated the moment being with you,

Even it's just 1day time..

I miss you so much, i really do.

But i confirm you think that i not miss you..

When the day i being with you,

it was so happy!

But now saw you got a 'dear'~

Wish you can give happiness to the girl that you being with her now..

我只是不想留在家里...

Just feel like wanna cruse people..

Aunt Heong..

You make me hate you a lot..

Not i dont wanna respect the eldership..

Is you not worth for me to respect you..

You just know how to talk peoples bad stuff

and backstab people..

Said what you old already, you change alot~

Ewww, i dont think so...

Dont think that you are rich,

then i must see your face to live my life..

Now my parents are poor, thats why..

One day, i sure wont see your face to live..

I'm sure about that...

Yesterday n today was so damn moody...

Argh~~!! Dont even know why...

Yesterday i dreamt 2 dream..

1 is good, 1 is bad..

1 is i dream i with Adrian family at the seaside..

2 is all my friends left me, they dont wanna be friend with me..

So horrible.. I remember i'ved cried inside the dream..

Then i suddenly woke up, i rubbed my eyes,

really got tears... T_T

I really hope this wont happen in my life..