Came Suddenly , Gone Suddenly

Everything was so suddenly... REALLY...~
Things happen at yesterday...
Yesterday went out wif family go Tesco buy some daily necessity..
After Tesco, went to Jusco Taman Maluri, not so happy..
Becoz family had some quarrel...
Then finish bought stuff tat we needed.. Dad keep said wanna go home..

We went home the gate had some different...
Some ppl trying wannna break in to my hse!
Wow..~ so lucky we came back early...
PHEW~! after tat parent bring my sis go cut her hair..
Then few minutes my parent went out...
He came.. I mean my dear.. I really so surprise..

But this surprise is not long... he wanna see my mom..
My mom went out so need to come back later...
Finally my parent came back.. 15 minutes later he came..
My mom don wanna talk to him and asked him leave...
Haiz.. Why? Now couple is wrong? He really leave...
He said after form 5 he only find me... is this real? I dunno
He really leave dy... T_T he came almost the same time...
My dad suspect him~ GOD
It was so unbelievable lo!

Yesterday saw him, my heart so pain...
He look so haggard... He change so much...
Whats happen wif him?
I fight back my phone from my mom, but had condition wif my mom..
1st, study hard until form 5 i wan how my mom don care..
2nd, cannot keep sms
3rd, cannot go out at all... HAIZ

Spilt out all the things tat keep in my heart long time to my mom...
The monk said the bad guy is another guy, why my mom don trust me?
Keep say him is a bad guy? I really cant let go him...
Get back my phone i gave him a msg, but his phone was switch off...
I try to contact his best fren, almost the same..
CURRENTLY NOT AVAILABLE~ WHAT THE~
What happen? My brain full of question mark again!!!

Why wat i want i cant get it?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
My birthday coming soon le...
I really hope tat he can celebrate wif me

Why everything from me Came Suddenly and Gone Suddenly?

Stay

When there is someone with you...
Always appreciate them...
They spend time on you...

to make you laugh
to make you smile
to make you happy

When there is someone with you...
Don't let them down...
They spend time on you...

to let you live with happiness
to let you get rid of boringness
to let you make your wish come true

If you already got someone...
please... hold them with you...
don't let them go easily...
staying with you is better than nothing...

i love this post so much!
taken from my fren, Yuan...
he's waiting for her dream gal n love him.. XD
Hope You Dont Mind I Copy Your Post..

Once and once again

Once and once again you broke the promise...
I really dunno whats going on you?
At least also let me know how are you lately,
and reply my mail please...
I text you, you no reply, i call you, your phone had been switch off...

Whats wrong with you?
Really so worry about you...
How is your sick?
Isit getting worst?
Please take care youself well... Dont just know how to go mamak...

I so disappointed on you...
Why you want do this to me?
My heart is fragile...
2months dint see your face already..
When will i see your face again?

悄悄的我來了, 你卻悄悄的走開
輕輕揮動你的衣軸, 卻帶不走我的愛

可以變成回憶嗎

我發現自己很難專心往前看，
因爲我太喜歡去回憶。

人是應該要往前看得，
因爲時間是往前走的。

所以人應該是要累積記憶，
而不是去尋找回憶。

偏偏回憶是我的個性，
他總是在落寞時翻湧著。

爲什麽我總是學不會去放棄呢？

1 week Holiday

Holiday le lur...
But this holiday doesn't like holiday...
Everyday just like weekend...
What The... So Bored...!

Every night sleep very late,
but wake up early =.="
HEADACHE few days le,
still dint getting better with it...

SOMEBODY CALL 911 FOR ME...

Wake up in the morning,
wash face, brush teeth, read newspaper..
Then till afternoon wait for lunch, after lunch
ready to switch on the comp n sit infront abt few hours..

Switch on dy, first thing is FACEBOOK!!
Cause wanna check did u reply my mail..
After tat BARN BUDDY! lols..
Going to crazy with FACEBOOK

I dunno should i feel disappointed anot...
You always make me confuse on you...
Should i wait?
I dunno wat are u thinking about there...

Sorry, when u sick i cant be there for u...
Hope u will be take care for yourself well...

Wish that u wont break promise me..
I so scare to get hurt babe...
So happy! my birthday is coming soon~
Yahoo~~~ but growing to 17 only... haiz..

Dunno how was my frens holiday ne?
Isit same like me stay at house sit in front of the comp?
I think so... C= everyday sit infront of the comp
i going to wear spec already...

You ask me the be patient for waiting you..
I hope i can made it, going to crazy!!!
Cant imagine how tat day will be...
Really so tired of my brain...

'Everything is nothing,
without you,
and i wont let go'

What a Month

What's going on with this month n last month?
So many friends keep quarrel..
This gang just end up their war,
after that another gang quarrel again...

I don't know what happen with them..
But i just hope that they can end it...
We all some is going 17 some already 17,
and some already 16, still argue?

Cannot sit down and talk about the problem ma?
Is that difficult to solve? How old le?
I not scolding you all, just wanna tell you all..
Just wanna spilt it out.. Dont angry ya.....

This month and last month really a diffcult month to past..
Many people have their own problem...
Just can at here wish them to stay happy,
no matter what, cool down and solve it...

Why today time passing so slow?
Bored like hell~
Now only 12:05am i posting this blog..
Facebook nothing to play..

Friends no online, all have their own schedule..
Now kinda burst, i was waiting my fren phone call..
Till now!! She haven give me a calll..
Didnt even online! ISH!! Think so she forgot!

Next week is coming soon.......
The week i keep worrying~

Yeahoo!!

Weepy~ 1week holiday is coming soon...
But i so happy for wat... XD
I cant go out shopping wif my frens... haiz..
2months didnt go out shopping le la!
Going to crazy man!!

My life just like black and white..

Not colourful at all...






almost become like tat..XD








Gosh~ i really so worry next week, how?
Everynite i cant sleep well..
Ish! I dunno wanna post wat.. so, just like tat...
Feel so lame...

Feeling Like So Free

Dunno why is the feeling gave it to me is so free...
Today feel abit lonely although i have frens beside me...
Can say that i whole day also read my novel book...

Teacher teaching infront of the class, SRT class..
Even after school i walking home, take train home,
also holding the novel book i like...

Read the book makes me feel relax..
Maybe becoz of i'm alone..
So just can take a book to read n make me don think so much...

But i think this feeling cant stay for long...
Becoz my second brother college holiday for 3 weeks!!
GOD! He at home i cannot feel free...

We sure argue everyday...
I hate like tat.. ish...~
Really so worry abt next week..

Miss him everyday, today really wan call him..
But suddenly turn back don wanna call...
How come? What is this feeling?

Feels like wan jump to the
river n have a swim... XD

When i walk on the street,
everytimes i turn back,
i really hope you were there
for me and look at me smile,
and give me your hand,
to hold you tight...

But when i look back,
you are not there for me,
the feel is so upset,
walk alone on the street,
feel so lonely tat you,
not beside me...

BAD MOOD

wat a bad day man!
yesterday wif family go out have dinner...
after tat reach home late, almost 1...
my mom ask me go school..
fine... i say i go...

my mom wan me wake up myself... DAMN
i no phone cant set alarm so i use my sis phone...
WHAT THE HELL...!
the alarm is 5:45 PM!!
khai qi called morning, already 6:30 AM!!

then my mom asked me no need go school,
i lazy to fetch u.. fine lor.. more good...
i tot i can sleep longer.. but not~!

i woke up is 12:15PM.. let my mom scold like HELL..
take me to compete wif my cousin!
i very hate it! she working is her business la..
wat for need to take me to compete wif her...

GOSH! i really damn hate live in this house already...
fedup...! i know, u say me no use, wasting your money...
if like tat y still wan me study, kick me out from the hse,
then ask me go work myself no need to use your money la..

i stay at home going to make u heart attack rite....~
i say wat u also won believe rite...
i do wat u also ask my bro, my sis do lor...
WHATEVER

the alarm set wrong is my sis..
u come to blame me...
i didnt go school for one day only ma,
scold until like i 1week or 1 month dint go school...

my cousin very good gal ma..
everyone also good gal...
when ppl is bad do u know?
u don even know at all.. don take me to compete wif someone..
i in your heart also just a rubbish...

i'm so tired of living in this house..
i'm just a rubbish..
throw to the rubbish bin no ppl wan to take it..
so disappointed to myself to my family to my fren..

Crazier

I'd never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go to
You open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
Always trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

[Chorus:]
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I've watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes
And you made me believe

[Chorus]

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Oh oh

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm fallin' and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier, crazier

baby, you make me crazier for waiting you

Peace??

everyday living wif peace life... =.=
everyday recycling doing the same thing...
everyday went to school...
everyday online play facebook...
everyday feel like missing something...

the thing is? HandPhone!!

nowsday getting bored n bored at school...
why? i had no idea..
the feeling gave it to me,
is i getting far n far wif my frens...
maybe is they have their own topic...
feel like i cant communicate wif them...

the time passing so fast everyday...
many things had change...
whatever i hope, whatever i wan,
it wont come true...

i juz like a fool infront of you...
i not important to you...
i was juz invisible when u don need me...

'everyday my life was so peace'
'my entertainment are lost'
'i wan my freedom back'

Be With You

Eh eh eh eh eh eh
Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I'm a continue lovin
Cause your considered wifey and I'm considered husband
And I'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that's what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, ?? that Prada
Louis bag to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I'm into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

'hope you won make me disappointed on you'
'its hurting me babe'
'be with you, hope you too'