What a day~

Really so damn boring man..

Don't know what to do at house.. =(

Today my friends all went to Genting already..

Well, well, well, well

Finally, i'm officially graduated from high school!

The feeling was totally excited!

I no need wear my school uniform anymore.. YES!

Besides that, i'm so excited also because of

my parents finally accept i couple with my

dear Adrian.. I Love You!

2 years plus, i fight for it.. Then i made it =D

But my mom concern about my safety..

Cause him ride motor, i know it's dangerous..

I will take care myself mom..

Hmm, 3 days more need to say Bye Bye to 2010..

A year that brought alots of unhappiness to me..

Wish that next year would be better..

Thank you mom, i really thought that you wouldn't

let me couple with Adrian..

But last u still accept..

Hopefully you and dad it's truely accept him...

End of today post! =)

誰來聽聽我的心？

What it's in your mind, mom..

Seriously, what is in your mind mom?

I'm so tired of talking with you... Really..

I know my result is not good..

Why i'm trying to change but you dont believe me?

Ya, my SPM trial result is not good...

But why i cant go for education fair?

I just hope can know more about college things..

Why you always like to fight against me?

Just making me hating you more and more!

And also hating this family and this home too!!

Nowadays you just forcing me to leave this home...

Everyday my heart just asking me to bear with it..

Just let it be.. But i think i cant stand any longer...

I want work for part-time you oppose it..

Cant i just earn some money for myself that don

always ask money from you?

Ya, i know working is very suffer and tired...

You just dont understand me..

I really hope i can go Singapore work..

Wanna leave this town...

多情的人注定傷的比較痛

Oo, La La~~

Tomorrow gonna be the day!

Damn! i still can sitting in front of the computer to update my blog?

How great was it.. XD!

Well, kind off nervous...

Now keep on listening song to calm down myself.. LOL

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY WHO TAKING SPM YA!

When?

When only is my brand new day?

Congrats to myself...! [ clap! clap! ]

My parents now really know that i still being with adrian..

They disappointed already..

Mom n dad.. not i don wan study...

Seriously... how i study.. all the things cant save in my brain..

You both are speechless.. I knew..

Couple doesn't meant needed to marry..

What are you both thinking anyway?

Why still think i'm like a kid..?

I know you both think tat i'm useless dy..

Well, now you wanna me stay at house also just use me..

Want me to help you clean up all the messy stuff..

I believe myself.. one day i wont need u..

I dont know how my future gonna be..

But i know i wont be a useless girl..

I will not let you all look me down..

So, you both just put the hopes at brothers n sister side..

Dont need your care anymore..

Still got 3 days to go..

The feeling to me just like going to doomsday..

Sure my friends they are same feeling like me..

Well, good luck friends..

And wish you all have fun at genting when 29-31 Dec..

我受够了!

够了! 我真的够了!

别再欺骗我的感情好吗?!

你根本就是还喜欢着她...

我只是你的代替品...

我不要再相信你了!

我不想再听你的解释!

大骗子!

Dunno why

Why human should have Happy & Unhappy?

I just want happy.. Dont want live with unhappy..

We always abit of things then quarrel..

What happen with us?

Suddenly i think of someone..

I miss him, he is a good guy..

But always dont know how to express himself..

But our things it's past..

I think he also dont wanna chat with me or know my things..

Just wanna say that i miss the time being with him..

Sometimes i will think..

Now being with you, is it right for us?

What made us quarrel all the time?

Such an idiot!

Still got one month, we been couple going 2 years n a half..

Time pass so fast..

Should i be happy?

I don't know..

Well, High school life is going to end..

Always asked about myself..

Will you miss your high school life?

Maybe no..

Cause high school life brought for me saddness more than happiness..

Now i always tell myself..

"Serena, you can easily step out like you easily step in.."

Must be happy all the time..

Need to distract myself kick all the saddness away!

Yes! I believe i can do it..

Btw, joey also taught me something... Thank you..!

Going to CRACK UP!

If you am i, when you hear about your house gonna going to kena bank 'lelong'...

How would you feel?

Then because of my impulse, broke up with him already..

Why i was so dumb?

I need to wait till my birthday only can get the answer from him..

I cant wait, but i have to.. =(

My heart was so pain, before that i hurt you so much!

Now i felt the pain already, you know ma?

I miss you so much...

But you wouldn't sweet talk with me dy..

We not same like last time dy..

We are single right now...

I really going to crack up!! SHIT..

The feel giving to me now is better die!!

God Damn It!

I'm so tired........

I cant be a tough girl..

Haiz..

往往不想知道的東西，

偏偏讓我看到和聽到。。。

想哭但是哭不出來！

Well~

Well~ Well~ Well...

It's been a long long time that i didnt blog...

So many unhappy things keep in my heart..

But dont know want to find who to share with me..

Many friends also said that i'm a good listener..

Am i?

I so hope that i really have a close close friends that i

can share all my unhappy stuff...

Really so hope that i can be everyone bestfriend or close friends..

But...... Seems like i'm not...

Everytime ask myself not to think so much..

But my stupid brain, cant do it..

I got one close friend.. but she live so far away from me..

aiks.. Miss the time being with her..

Form 5 year is going to end...

Also known as my disaster going to end..

This year in school it was so unhappy and feel breathless!

I really had no idea what i want..

My dad asked me, what you wanna do after you graduate?

I answer, Dunno~

Even my elder bro also asked me...

Why i'm so useless?

I dont have my own direction wan...?

DAMN!

When my freedom will come to me?

When? When? When?

SPM coming soon..

Why i don't feel nervous at all??

SHIT!

Everybody are preparing SPM,

ready to face the examination on November..

Growing up, feel many people that beside me also

'見人講人話，見人講鬼話'

Why life have to be like that?

I dont want~!!

Long Way to Go

I realize i still got long way to go..

Without you i cant continue my journey..

Big Girls Don't Cry..

Fully recover of my sick..

finally, my sick is fully recover..

it's happy that my appetite is back..

can eat alots of food.. yeeha~

i view my fren blog juz now,

he broke up wif his gf..

they couple very long le..

3 year plus i think..

so long de relationship also can broke up..

i wish they can couple back..

becoz everytime i saw they so sweet,

makes me feel confidence to continue my relationship..

me n u keep like dont have topic to chat..

u keep on busy your stuff, but i dunno wat u busy at..

maybe u keep on find job, so not free to care abt me..

i'm trying to control my stupid mind not to think so much..

but i really cant, really tired...

sometimes so envy my frens all start their college life dy..

dunno i can do it anot too?

SPM is coming soon.. but i still dont have to mood to face it...

how? damn... no tuition at all...

my life is ruin!

Sorry...

Sorry, i'm stubborn...

Sorry, i'm boring...

Sorry, i'm ungracious...

Sorry, i'm narrowness...

Sorry, i'm not considerate...

Sorry, i'm so childish..

I know this is what i been in your heart all the time...

I know that your are different now..

You are graduated, you need to go out to face the community...

Maybe now is the time to test us...

You are mature, i still just a gal that haven't grow up and thinking simple...

Maybe now is the time for me to grow up...

Lucky you wont view my blog to read...

So you cant see what i posted here..

I miss you, hope you will be take care yourself well..

Feel so lifeless..

Everyday trying to make my life more interesting but, really so hard..

Tomorrow reopen school again..

EXAM!!!!

Got people like exam?

If they like i think they really study till crazy..

Today i went to education fair at KLCC..

Wow.. feel so dizzy when i walk in there..

1st, is so many people there

2nd, got so many subject letting you choose what you wan to study..

3rd, today i only know i still got hope to study something i like and i know what i like to study..

4th, maybe i no hope for study that subject too..

cause the course kind off expensive..

5th, after spm if wanna study the course you like, everyone also need to study foundation first..

6th, my parents sure think that studying this course is no future this and that...

Before i went to the education fair,

i know what i want to study is because a movie.. * FAME *

I love this movie so much..

The movie tell us, dont give up your dreams..

Hold tight your dreams..

Even they not so good in studies..

But still got other course that we can exert ourselves..

Hmm, but future no ones know..

Maybe i can study what i like...

But everyday also disasters in the world...

By the way, why i always blogging also digress? XD

Whatever, at least people who read my blog understand what i'm saying then ok already C=

Got to go.. lur.. Night!

Yay~!

Yeah~!

Today is friday, few more days reopen school again!

Many people might be dont want go to school,

but i'm not! keke..

I dont wanna stay at home.

This afternoon when i woke up, XD

already hear her sound nagging at there~

My god!

Feel wanna fight back what she keep on nag me,

but fine.. Just keep my mouth shut..

Dont know i can stand for how long..

Freedom, Freedom...

Where are you~?

Are you waiting for me?

Ya, i'm admit..

I study not good, dont like study..

But i dont have other skill is better one meh?

Why you all so like to look down at people...?

Study till university then can find a good job meh?

Now everyday i read newspaper saw

university student cant find job..

Dont take me and my sis to compare..

I admit her study is better than me..

By the way, if you think let her study at ipoh

is wasting your money, what for you still

let her study at there?

I'M A LIAR?!

HOW ABOUT YOU?!

WHEN YOU YOUNG YOU DARE TO SAY DIDNT

LIE TO YOUR MOM?!

Really so tired to being with you all..

If you so hate me, why still let me stay with you?

Dont like study then need to marry?!

You always dont appeal to reason.

I cant tolerate you.....

Feel wanna go out walk,

dont wanna come home..

But i'm not rich, dont have money..

Pls!

Dont always find thing to argue,

made i cant stand you,

then you scold me no manners!!

And dont give me a smily face!

Making me more hate you all

Errr, my life was sucks!

Anyway, i dont know wanna blog what..

I just know that faster past this year..
Everything is unexpected to me...
I hate this year...!

I'm 18 years but havent reach my birthday..
Am i legally to have privacy and go wherever i like?

I know nowadays have many bad guys outside..

I'm not dumb, ok! I will take care myself too...

I just want freedom, some privacy, why so hard?
Dont understand why you all what also wanna blame on me?!

You not said me very big girl dy meh?
Why i want go where you also dont let?

You think i what also wanted to lied on you?
You made me do this you..

I tried to tell you before, but i havent say finish, you just said 'NO!'

My sis said what you also yes. Talk in whispers..
Me?! Roar at me..

WoW.. i'm kind of tired of you all.

Plus that i'm not interested to know about my future..
Know a people dont only see their surface..

No one is perfect in this world..

When you are young, you very good girl?

More worst than me...

I didnt kill people, didnt steal thing, didnt smoke, didnt take drugs..

Just couple only ma.. Walao .. like that call very naughty already..

Come on~! Now is modern world..

Can you all dont so tradition anymore?!

Just couple then need to marry! Doesnt make sense! WTH~

Your mind............ Ish!

Some more you both bloody mouth!

Shut The Fuck Up!

You thought your face very leng zai ma?

The one who say people ugly and think they own very good,

is disqualify to criticize people..

BEFORE CRITICIZE PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOUR OWN ATTITUDE!

i cant stand tat u so close with any gals tat i dunno..

sorry i cant be like u large-minded..

i'm just narrow-minded,

i'm sure tat same in your heart to...

I believe in staying strong when everything seems to be going wrong.
I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls.
I believe that tomorrow is another day. And I believe in miracles.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don’t.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you appreciate them when they’re right.
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.

And sometimes good things fall apart… so better things can fall together.