Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Memories..

Now what should I call you? 
I don't want to call your full name, so I just call you "A".

Dear A,

Do you know, just now I went to my relative house at Klang..
This place had too many memories to me..
And also the memories that I don't wanna thought back..
When cross the street, restaurant, it makes me thought back about you automatically..


3years plus, how can I forget easily? 
You gave too much memories to me, bad & good..
All I'd remembered.. 
Klang, the place that I doesn't want to thought back..
But, I went there.. 


You can forget me easily, 
cause you have a GF by your side..
And her virginity gave to you.. 
You fell to her more..
Probably will be forever too.. 


Do you know, if today its I'm alone around Klang, 
I think I really have a impulse want to find you..
But I kept on told myself again, ARE YOU STUPID?!
Now A had a gf by his side already, now he's enjoying his life..
He already forget about you, he is not yours anymore! 


A, I really wanna forget that I met you befoere..
A, I really wanna forget that how we knew each other before..
A, I really wanna forget that I loved you before..


Why it's so unforgettable? WHY?
Felt so heartache! 
You didn't even feel guilty before!

如果有的選擇, 我寧願選擇忘記你,
也不要記得我曾經愛過你...


我,徘徊在记忆的边缘,心是如此的痛。时间像轴承一样转动着,带动着记忆的齿轮,


慢慢的磨灭着感情这机器。我们的爱在指间溶成一滴倾城容颜,凝聚成唯一不灭的记忆。许


愿树下,你温暖的笑意深情的凝眸便是我的整个世界,满树芬芳妖娆的温柔在我心间蔓延开


来。


我知道, 

忘記一個人不容易,


但是要忘記你,


更難..



Sunday, January 22, 2012

Hees, meaningful..

I'm not single. I'm in a long standing relationship with fun and freedom.


When someone walks out on you, & they don't want you around any more, it's because there's something wrong with them, not you.


Don't cry over the past, its gone. Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived. Live in the present and make it beautiful.


Don't try to understand everything, because sometimes it's not meant to be understood, but rather to be accepted.


Sometimes, being too nice is dangerous. You have to show your mean side once in a while to avoid getting hurt.


Everyone is going to change, through that change, you find out who your true friends are & who's gonna turn and run away.


It's like I'm finally awake, & you're just a beautiful mistake <3

It's a new year!

For chinese tradition, today it's a last day of 2011.
50% of peoples go for a trip with family, 50% of peoples back to hometown have reunion dinner..
But me? Stay house, boring.. And also stay in Kl..


Felt so bored.. Trying to find something to do..
The day before yesterday just watch All Well End Well's 
this movie with my sister! LOL!
So damn funny! It's really nice! =D
If who haven watch, should take time to watch it! Hees..


Well, well, well.. 
Seriously exhausted today.. Clean the house all that... 
Just feel like wanna go for a body massage! =( 


Valentine's day coming soon....
Lonely this year...
I kept on telling myself, no big deal.. 
Valentine's day only, as long as I still alive.. 
Am I right? 


Not to envy at other peoples who have valentine..
Soon, I will get mine too.. Hees.. 


Hey boy, I missed you!
When can I meet you again? 
Even can't speak with you I just wanna see your face..  =(

Chinese new year
like getting more bored and bored..
How come?


現在才發現,
原來我並不是那麼重要,
可以拿替身來形容嗎?
我永遠是個過來客...


幾時才能找到真正愛護我, 會保護我,
把我放在他/她心裡第一位的人呢?

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Just some quote that I love it

      Don't worry, he'll miss you. He screwed up and you did absolutely nothing wrong. He failed. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have realized what he was saying goodbye to. But he didn't, and now he's gone. Don't call him telling him you miss him. You don't miss him, you miss what you used to be. Right now you're waiting for someone to prove to you, that you don't need him. I promise that person is right around the corner, but you have to let go of him and his bullshit first. He'll be back one day, it will be him calling you saying he misses you every night. He'll have his friends ask you if you still care about him. It will be your turn to just say, fuck you, you had me and you messed it all up. For now, find every reason to be happy without him because you deserve it.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

悲伤

有的时候
感觉到难过并不是因为做了什么,
而是发现自己什么都做不了;

有的时候
手足无措并不是因为没有选择,
而是发现可以选择的太多;

有的时候
放声大笑并不是因为开心至极,
而是发现哭不出来。

有的时候
上线并不是不想说话,
而是发现无人可以倾诉 ♥

一个人不等於寂寞,害怕孤独才会寂寞...

我只是个配角, 我无法做到女主角..
我永远都是别人的配角..


过去的不再回来, 回来的不再完美..



说真的, 要学会没有另一半的陪伴..

真的好难..

寂寞时, 能做些什么?


Do you believe in this world have Mr.Right?

I miss the guy!

Most of the morning I can saw him inside the coach.. =)

Fall in love with the first sight.. HAHA!

Anyway, I'm joking..

Eventhough, I fall for him, might be the guy already

have gf.. Cause he so handsome..


Plus my dear Joey suggest me go ask the guy for phone number!

Gosh! I don't have the guts to ask for it!

If I ask already, the guy answer 'Sorry, I already have gf.' 

That time I don't know what to respond, it's so 

embarrassing! =(


Handsome, oh, handsome..

Every morning can you don't walk so fast? 

Like you can feel it that I'm following behind you.. 

I just want to see your figure viewed from behind..



我也会想被人呵护的感觉.. =(

一个人久了, 真的很害怕寂寞..



有时候, 真的很无奈.



有没有人告诉过你、你笑起来很美 =)

Monday, January 16, 2012

It's a new year!

Well, have to thanks to my Dear Joey..
She brought me came back to my blog again..
And before my blog it's totally death!
Now will be alive again.. =D

Read back the post that I wrote,
only realized that I mention about him so much!
But all it's gone, that's the fact & have to accept it..

Before, when I be with him, I really don't know how to appreciate the things I have..
The first, it's Friendship..
爱情往往都会令人忘了自我..
I'm happy that my dear Joey told me that I'm what kind of person before..
Hope now realize dy and change it, it's not too late.. =)


Anyway, CNY it's coming soon..
I believe that all my friends have many places to go, to enjoy their holiday..
But how about me? So lonely this year..
Stay in KL, aiks.. I want go for travel madly!

Why those guy I love also loving other girl?
What is happiness? No one will get an real answer, and forever won't have a answer.. Right?
Do you know got a girl had fall for you?

Have to promise myself not do date you out for movie anymore..
I'm envy!
Why always you outing with her can be just both of you?
But when I date you, you sure bring her along?
难道, 好朋友就只能做朋友?
就不能进一步的关系吗?


Is enough for today..
Ciao! =)