Sorry...

Sorry, i'm stubborn...

Sorry, i'm boring...

Sorry, i'm ungracious...

Sorry, i'm narrowness...

Sorry, i'm not considerate...

Sorry, i'm so childish..

I know this is what i been in your heart all the time...

I know that your are different now..

You are graduated, you need to go out to face the community...

Maybe now is the time to test us...

You are mature, i still just a gal that haven't grow up and thinking simple...

Maybe now is the time for me to grow up...

Lucky you wont view my blog to read...

So you cant see what i posted here..

I miss you, hope you will be take care yourself well..

Feel so lifeless..

Everyday trying to make my life more interesting but, really so hard..

Tomorrow reopen school again..

EXAM!!!!

Got people like exam?

If they like i think they really study till crazy..

Today i went to education fair at KLCC..

Wow.. feel so dizzy when i walk in there..

1st, is so many people there

2nd, got so many subject letting you choose what you wan to study..

3rd, today i only know i still got hope to study something i like and i know what i like to study..

4th, maybe i no hope for study that subject too..

cause the course kind off expensive..

5th, after spm if wanna study the course you like, everyone also need to study foundation first..

6th, my parents sure think that studying this course is no future this and that...

Before i went to the education fair,

i know what i want to study is because a movie.. * FAME *

I love this movie so much..

The movie tell us, dont give up your dreams..

Hold tight your dreams..

Even they not so good in studies..

But still got other course that we can exert ourselves..

Hmm, but future no ones know..

Maybe i can study what i like...

But everyday also disasters in the world...

By the way, why i always blogging also digress? XD

Whatever, at least people who read my blog understand what i'm saying then ok already C=

Got to go.. lur.. Night!

Yay~!

Yeah~!

Today is friday, few more days reopen school again!

Many people might be dont want go to school,

but i'm not! keke..

I dont wanna stay at home.

This afternoon when i woke up, XD

already hear her sound nagging at there~

My god!

Feel wanna fight back what she keep on nag me,

but fine.. Just keep my mouth shut..

Dont know i can stand for how long..

Freedom, Freedom...

Where are you~?

Are you waiting for me?

Ya, i'm admit..

I study not good, dont like study..

But i dont have other skill is better one meh?

Why you all so like to look down at people...?

Study till university then can find a good job meh?

Now everyday i read newspaper saw

university student cant find job..

Dont take me and my sis to compare..

I admit her study is better than me..

By the way, if you think let her study at ipoh

is wasting your money, what for you still

let her study at there?

I'M A LIAR?!

HOW ABOUT YOU?!

WHEN YOU YOUNG YOU DARE TO SAY DIDNT

LIE TO YOUR MOM?!

Really so tired to being with you all..

If you so hate me, why still let me stay with you?

Dont like study then need to marry?!

You always dont appeal to reason.

I cant tolerate you.....

Feel wanna go out walk,

dont wanna come home..

But i'm not rich, dont have money..

Pls!

Dont always find thing to argue,

made i cant stand you,

then you scold me no manners!!

And dont give me a smily face!

Making me more hate you all

Errr, my life was sucks!

Anyway, i dont know wanna blog what..

I just know that faster past this year..
Everything is unexpected to me...
I hate this year...!

I'm 18 years but havent reach my birthday..
Am i legally to have privacy and go wherever i like?

I know nowadays have many bad guys outside..

I'm not dumb, ok! I will take care myself too...

I just want freedom, some privacy, why so hard?
Dont understand why you all what also wanna blame on me?!

You not said me very big girl dy meh?
Why i want go where you also dont let?

You think i what also wanted to lied on you?
You made me do this you..

I tried to tell you before, but i havent say finish, you just said 'NO!'

My sis said what you also yes. Talk in whispers..
Me?! Roar at me..

WoW.. i'm kind of tired of you all.

Plus that i'm not interested to know about my future..
Know a people dont only see their surface..

No one is perfect in this world..

When you are young, you very good girl?

More worst than me...

I didnt kill people, didnt steal thing, didnt smoke, didnt take drugs..

Just couple only ma.. Walao .. like that call very naughty already..

Come on~! Now is modern world..

Can you all dont so tradition anymore?!

Just couple then need to marry! Doesnt make sense! WTH~

Your mind............ Ish!

Some more you both bloody mouth!

Shut The Fuck Up!

You thought your face very leng zai ma?

The one who say people ugly and think they own very good,

is disqualify to criticize people..

BEFORE CRITICIZE PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOUR OWN ATTITUDE!

i cant stand tat u so close with any gals tat i dunno..

sorry i cant be like u large-minded..

i'm just narrow-minded,

i'm sure tat same in your heart to...