New year is coming...

New year is coming to us...
Tomorrow is 31st of December...
Pretty sure that my friends they have their own plan.. C=
But, for me don't have any plan at all... Don't know where to go~

So many year, this year holiday is the most boring n most lonely...
And no plan for 31... So impossible, right?
Don't know how long didnt post my blog dy...
Still got one more week is reopen school...

Many graduate people miss their school life,
but i'm so sure i won't miss my school life... VERY SURE..
Sorry to my family, sorry to my friends...
Hope 2010 will be a good year for me, my family and my friends...

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad,

but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living.

Falling in love is not finding a perfect person.

It's learning to love an Imperfect person Perfectly

Holiday Mood..

Hmm... Dunno how's my buddies holiday leh?
Miss them...
Anyway... my holiday, SUCKS~~!
Like usual, everyday juz stay at home...
But at home also good... can save money... hehe

Tis holiday juz went to Singapore...
Bought one short pant, n 3shirt....
Nice n cheap... wuhoo..~

Anyway, tomolo go Malacca...
kind of bored...

So, jam...
Just a simple post... hehe...

"Satellite Heart "

So Pretty, So Smart
Such A Waste Of A Young Heart
Whatta Pitty Whatta Sham
What's The Matter With You Man?

Don't You See What's Wrong Can't You Get It Right?
Outa Mind, And Outa Sight
Call On All Your Girls, Don't Forget The Boys, Put a Lid On All That Noise.

Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far, You Stop I Start, But I'll Be True To You

I Hear Your Living Out Of State Runnin In A Whole New Scene. You Know I Haven't Slept In Weeks, Your The Only Thing I See

Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far, You Stop I Start, But I'll Be True To You (x2)

No Matter What You Do, Yeah I'll Be True To You.

Is a Twilight:New Moon Soundtrack...
is a nice song for me..
Everybody try to listen bah~!

Forgiveness or Not?

我不奢望會得到你的原諒。。。
我更沒想過說一句 '對不起' 就當什麽事都沒發生過。。。
只希望在你的心中還當我是你的朋友。。。
在你心中的某一個角落。。。
也許不再是了？ 是嗎？

I dunno wat can i say to you...
in my heart have many things wanna tell u...
But seem like i cant already...
after i read your msg n your post,
i drop tears...
Maybe this is not a big deal to u dy...

Like to make excuses to myself, u r rite.. I admit...
I don wanna be alone.. like the song...
Two is Better Than One
I knew u can meet new frens next years...
Now u also had many frens...
My heart still rmb wat u say to me promise me...

For u, from now on 'promise' in your heart might be
left ear in then right ear out n forget...
Cause u had disappointed on me...
While i saw u said pissed with it n pissed of shit
i'm surely u pissed of me too... Its hurt n my tears
keep on dropping..
But this is 自食其果 to myself...
You asked me to Tcare myself isit mean u don treat me
as your frens n won care abt me anymore?

I dunno.. Full of question mark...
I hope to have an answer from you..
But i afraid to know..
Be4 yesterday u many days dint text me then
yesterday saw u i already had a bad feeling..
While i text u yesterday u said out or ur feeling on me...

I not a good frens to my frens...
You are the good frens i ever met...
u good to everyone...
u care me, when i unhapppy n feel lost u stay beside me n support me..
I say sorry to u is becoz i made u sad made u feel lonely made u disappointed
and piss off..
i not good at communicate wif frens but
i had try, still cant... will make my frens hate me n piss off me

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRENS
WHO TAKING SPM !
WISH U ALL THE BEST !

Cat Fight

Bitch always like to cat fight..
And wont use the brain...
Meow....

"Romeo n Juliet"
Vomit~

'It just a puppy love'

Miley Cyrus - Obsessed

"Obsessed"

Why do I just lie awake and think of you?
I need some sleep.
Tomorrow I have things to do.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face,
So I try to read, but all I do is lose my place.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

I just had to call you up and say hello.
I know it's 3 AM.
And I saw you awhile ago.
But I still had this aching pain to hear your voice
To know your there
I don't seem to have any choice.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

Oh yeah.
I'm so sorry I just had to wake you up.
I feel so lonely by myself.
Is this the way it feels when you're in love?
Or is this something else?
Yeah.

Yeeah.

[Chorus]
Am I obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you.
But I do all the time.
I do all the time.

Oooh yeah
But I do all the time, I want you all the time.

Am I obsessed with you?

its a nice song.. hope u all enjoy..

Earthquake n Tsunami

Today 6 something at Samoa had tsunami...
At the meantime Indonesia had earthquake too!

6something like tat i was lay on bed,
so funny i felt the earthquake..
n my bed was shaking...
i tot is my comp speaker on till to loud... XD

born out till now 17 years old,
first time felt the earthquake..
i tot my feeling was wrong..
until i knew the news, its real!

Anyway i was so long dint update my blog...
Dunno wat to blog..
sorry for those who view my blog,
but dint update for so long...

Too care and Too worry

[Never Give Up, Never Surrender]
+
{Trying to don't care the thing that i care}


You choose to avoid everything
You choose to don care everything
Is u choose the way...

I must be back the one,
That don't care the thing that i care
You change me
You change till me don't know who am i

I wish to be like u
Avoid everything, even u too
You avoiding me
But can i do it?

too care n too worry
must let it go everything

i don even know what i want
how to know ppl wan what..
its funny.. [learning]

My mind and spirit are running more deeply than ever,
so now is the best time to go spelunking in my subconscious.
I may pull out some artistic notions or a new direction for my life!

Nobody..

I'm nobody..
Although how i care..
I'm still nobody..
How i act nothing..
Still no use..

I hate to acting..
I dont wan be myself...
Being myself was so tired...
I'm paralyzed of my sucking life!
Ppl hating me.. i'm nobody

Life was so reality...
I still so innocent...

I'm just nobody

Hotel Room Service

I want everybody to stop what they're doing.
Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room
tonight, make some noise...
Meet me at the hotel room [x4]

[Chorus]
Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room,
you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

She like that freaky stuff, 2 in the oh! and 1 in the ah!,
that kinky stuff, you nasty,
but I like your type and like TI its whatever you like.
Bring your girls its whatever tonight, your man just left,
i'm the plumber tonight, i'll check your pipes, oh, you the healthy type.
Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet,
that nasty that gushy stuff, let me tell you what we gon do. 2 + 2,
i'm gon undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me.
Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first!


[Chorus]
Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room,
you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

after party in the hotel lobby,
then we off to the room like vroom!
put them fingers in your mouth uh open up yout blouse
and pull that g-string down south oooo! OK shawty, 1's company,
2's a crowd, and 3's a party. your girl ain't with it, I got somebody,
and by nature she's naughty. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty,
that gushy stuff. let me tell you what we gon do, 2 + 2,
i'm gon undress you. Then we gonna go 3 and 3, you gon undress me.
Then we gonna go 4 and 4, we gon freak some more! But first...

[Chorus]
Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room,
you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

you had change..
i don't know you..
u doesn't care abt me,
like last time...
i dunno wat u think abt...

today was my birthday...
u r not beside me..
u rather be wif yr fren watch movie,
also lazy to reply my msg..

am i annoying?
i dunno wat u thinking abt already..
u r getting far from me..

the thing tat i know is,
u starting not believe me..
u had many things hide from me

i hate this feeling,
i hate of guessing wat u thinking,
i hate u acting infront of me..

Came Suddenly , Gone Suddenly

Everything was so suddenly... REALLY...~
Things happen at yesterday...
Yesterday went out wif family go Tesco buy some daily necessity..
After Tesco, went to Jusco Taman Maluri, not so happy..
Becoz family had some quarrel...
Then finish bought stuff tat we needed.. Dad keep said wanna go home..

We went home the gate had some different...
Some ppl trying wannna break in to my hse!
Wow..~ so lucky we came back early...
PHEW~! after tat parent bring my sis go cut her hair..
Then few minutes my parent went out...
He came.. I mean my dear.. I really so surprise..

But this surprise is not long... he wanna see my mom..
My mom went out so need to come back later...
Finally my parent came back.. 15 minutes later he came..
My mom don wanna talk to him and asked him leave...
Haiz.. Why? Now couple is wrong? He really leave...
He said after form 5 he only find me... is this real? I dunno
He really leave dy... T_T he came almost the same time...
My dad suspect him~ GOD
It was so unbelievable lo!

Yesterday saw him, my heart so pain...
He look so haggard... He change so much...
Whats happen wif him?
I fight back my phone from my mom, but had condition wif my mom..
1st, study hard until form 5 i wan how my mom don care..
2nd, cannot keep sms
3rd, cannot go out at all... HAIZ

Spilt out all the things tat keep in my heart long time to my mom...
The monk said the bad guy is another guy, why my mom don trust me?
Keep say him is a bad guy? I really cant let go him...
Get back my phone i gave him a msg, but his phone was switch off...
I try to contact his best fren, almost the same..
CURRENTLY NOT AVAILABLE~ WHAT THE~
What happen? My brain full of question mark again!!!

Why wat i want i cant get it?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
My birthday coming soon le...
I really hope tat he can celebrate wif me

Why everything from me Came Suddenly and Gone Suddenly?

Stay

When there is someone with you...
Always appreciate them...
They spend time on you...

to make you laugh
to make you smile
to make you happy

When there is someone with you...
Don't let them down...
They spend time on you...

to let you live with happiness
to let you get rid of boringness
to let you make your wish come true

If you already got someone...
please... hold them with you...
don't let them go easily...
staying with you is better than nothing...

i love this post so much!
taken from my fren, Yuan...
he's waiting for her dream gal n love him.. XD
Hope You Dont Mind I Copy Your Post..

Once and once again

Once and once again you broke the promise...
I really dunno whats going on you?
At least also let me know how are you lately,
and reply my mail please...
I text you, you no reply, i call you, your phone had been switch off...

Whats wrong with you?
Really so worry about you...
How is your sick?
Isit getting worst?
Please take care youself well... Dont just know how to go mamak...

I so disappointed on you...
Why you want do this to me?
My heart is fragile...
2months dint see your face already..
When will i see your face again?

悄悄的我來了, 你卻悄悄的走開
輕輕揮動你的衣軸, 卻帶不走我的愛

可以變成回憶嗎

我發現自己很難專心往前看，
因爲我太喜歡去回憶。

人是應該要往前看得，
因爲時間是往前走的。

所以人應該是要累積記憶，
而不是去尋找回憶。

偏偏回憶是我的個性，
他總是在落寞時翻湧著。

爲什麽我總是學不會去放棄呢？

1 week Holiday

Holiday le lur...
But this holiday doesn't like holiday...
Everyday just like weekend...
What The... So Bored...!

Every night sleep very late,
but wake up early =.="
HEADACHE few days le,
still dint getting better with it...

SOMEBODY CALL 911 FOR ME...

Wake up in the morning,
wash face, brush teeth, read newspaper..
Then till afternoon wait for lunch, after lunch
ready to switch on the comp n sit infront abt few hours..

Switch on dy, first thing is FACEBOOK!!
Cause wanna check did u reply my mail..
After tat BARN BUDDY! lols..
Going to crazy with FACEBOOK

I dunno should i feel disappointed anot...
You always make me confuse on you...
Should i wait?
I dunno wat are u thinking about there...

Sorry, when u sick i cant be there for u...
Hope u will be take care for yourself well...

Wish that u wont break promise me..
I so scare to get hurt babe...
So happy! my birthday is coming soon~
Yahoo~~~ but growing to 17 only... haiz..

Dunno how was my frens holiday ne?
Isit same like me stay at house sit in front of the comp?
I think so... C= everyday sit infront of the comp
i going to wear spec already...

You ask me the be patient for waiting you..
I hope i can made it, going to crazy!!!
Cant imagine how tat day will be...
Really so tired of my brain...

'Everything is nothing,
without you,
and i wont let go'

What a Month

What's going on with this month n last month?
So many friends keep quarrel..
This gang just end up their war,
after that another gang quarrel again...

I don't know what happen with them..
But i just hope that they can end it...
We all some is going 17 some already 17,
and some already 16, still argue?

Cannot sit down and talk about the problem ma?
Is that difficult to solve? How old le?
I not scolding you all, just wanna tell you all..
Just wanna spilt it out.. Dont angry ya.....

This month and last month really a diffcult month to past..
Many people have their own problem...
Just can at here wish them to stay happy,
no matter what, cool down and solve it...

Why today time passing so slow?
Bored like hell~
Now only 12:05am i posting this blog..
Facebook nothing to play..

Friends no online, all have their own schedule..
Now kinda burst, i was waiting my fren phone call..
Till now!! She haven give me a calll..
Didnt even online! ISH!! Think so she forgot!

Next week is coming soon.......
The week i keep worrying~

Yeahoo!!

Weepy~ 1week holiday is coming soon...
But i so happy for wat... XD
I cant go out shopping wif my frens... haiz..
2months didnt go out shopping le la!
Going to crazy man!!

My life just like black and white..

Not colourful at all...






almost become like tat..XD








Gosh~ i really so worry next week, how?
Everynite i cant sleep well..
Ish! I dunno wanna post wat.. so, just like tat...
Feel so lame...

Feeling Like So Free

Dunno why is the feeling gave it to me is so free...
Today feel abit lonely although i have frens beside me...
Can say that i whole day also read my novel book...

Teacher teaching infront of the class, SRT class..
Even after school i walking home, take train home,
also holding the novel book i like...

Read the book makes me feel relax..
Maybe becoz of i'm alone..
So just can take a book to read n make me don think so much...

But i think this feeling cant stay for long...
Becoz my second brother college holiday for 3 weeks!!
GOD! He at home i cannot feel free...

We sure argue everyday...
I hate like tat.. ish...~
Really so worry abt next week..

Miss him everyday, today really wan call him..
But suddenly turn back don wanna call...
How come? What is this feeling?

Feels like wan jump to the
river n have a swim... XD

When i walk on the street,
everytimes i turn back,
i really hope you were there
for me and look at me smile,
and give me your hand,
to hold you tight...

But when i look back,
you are not there for me,
the feel is so upset,
walk alone on the street,
feel so lonely tat you,
not beside me...

BAD MOOD

wat a bad day man!
yesterday wif family go out have dinner...
after tat reach home late, almost 1...
my mom ask me go school..
fine... i say i go...

my mom wan me wake up myself... DAMN
i no phone cant set alarm so i use my sis phone...
WHAT THE HELL...!
the alarm is 5:45 PM!!
khai qi called morning, already 6:30 AM!!

then my mom asked me no need go school,
i lazy to fetch u.. fine lor.. more good...
i tot i can sleep longer.. but not~!

i woke up is 12:15PM.. let my mom scold like HELL..
take me to compete wif my cousin!
i very hate it! she working is her business la..
wat for need to take me to compete wif her...

GOSH! i really damn hate live in this house already...
fedup...! i know, u say me no use, wasting your money...
if like tat y still wan me study, kick me out from the hse,
then ask me go work myself no need to use your money la..

i stay at home going to make u heart attack rite....~
i say wat u also won believe rite...
i do wat u also ask my bro, my sis do lor...
WHATEVER

the alarm set wrong is my sis..
u come to blame me...
i didnt go school for one day only ma,
scold until like i 1week or 1 month dint go school...

my cousin very good gal ma..
everyone also good gal...
when ppl is bad do u know?
u don even know at all.. don take me to compete wif someone..
i in your heart also just a rubbish...

i'm so tired of living in this house..
i'm just a rubbish..
throw to the rubbish bin no ppl wan to take it..
so disappointed to myself to my family to my fren..

Crazier

I'd never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go to
You open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
Always trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

[Chorus:]
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I've watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes
And you made me believe

[Chorus]

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Oh oh

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm fallin' and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier, crazier

baby, you make me crazier for waiting you

Peace??

everyday living wif peace life... =.=
everyday recycling doing the same thing...
everyday went to school...
everyday online play facebook...
everyday feel like missing something...

the thing is? HandPhone!!

nowsday getting bored n bored at school...
why? i had no idea..
the feeling gave it to me,
is i getting far n far wif my frens...
maybe is they have their own topic...
feel like i cant communicate wif them...

the time passing so fast everyday...
many things had change...
whatever i hope, whatever i wan,
it wont come true...

i juz like a fool infront of you...
i not important to you...
i was juz invisible when u don need me...

'everyday my life was so peace'
'my entertainment are lost'
'i wan my freedom back'

Be With You

Eh eh eh eh eh eh
Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I'm a continue lovin
Cause your considered wifey and I'm considered husband
And I'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that's what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, ?? that Prada
Louis bag to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I'm into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

'hope you won make me disappointed on you'
'its hurting me babe'
'be with you, hope you too'

21-12-2012

21-12-2012
at 11:11 a.m/p.m.
dunno is a.m or p.m in Malaysia
DOOMSDAY!!
END OF THE DAY
Will you believe this?

Mayans People(Mayan civilization)dunno how many thounsand or billion years ago count tat this day will be the end of the day!

The earth will change back like last time, no people n desolate in this earth..

It will end in major catastrophes such as Earthquakes n many more....

I was get shock when i knew this...

Will this gonna be real?
Don care is real anot..
If real, it cant change..
Just can treasure what we having now...
And be happy everyday!

Guinea Pig

if all of these guinea pig is mine how good!
so cute!!
if i got guinea pig really happy!!

Sixth day

the sixth day... normal till dunno like how...
starting the day she know abt our thing..
i lost my appetite, someone tell me y?
i thin dy... wats the reason?

i not belong to you...
i not belong to you......
i'm not...

i cant do it.. really...
u scare of lonely... me too...
but u cant stand tat lonely...

Boys born out like to peek at gals...
Gals born out like to think much as they can...

u cant prove to me...
i not belong to you
i'm not at all...

you wan me be the one you like, i cant made it...
i wan you be the one i like, you cant made it...
disappointed..

Fate Always Teases People

Fourth day

today is the fourth day.. i try to make myself to SMILE..
i did it.. should i let go him..? confused...
when i reach school, blur again...

i saw m.y sit there.. i was thinking why she don talk wif me..
then i dint talk wif her too...
i dunno y i will smile today its smile like last time... someone can tell me y? hmmm

lucky Jam not so anxious abt me dy.. coz i smile? C=
i keep think when my birthday or some festival or 12/31 can i go out celebrate wif my frens n him..
why should i let u tied until so tight? i don like...

cant use phone, no msn juz can watch movie...
now everyday reach home finish take my lunch u juz know how to say...
"i not told u everyday reach home study ma? no homework ma?" ARGH!
then i juz answer her "wait......."

today did i miss him much? i can say not so... but juz keep think abt how was his future?
is he bad or? i'm dumb, like my family say...
y i not miss him much like past few days?
isit i knew he not so miss me or i wan myself be happy?

i dunno wats my mood now n at school how was my mood...
i juz know answer "dunno dunno dunno..." to myself...
am i escape? to many question jump out...

now i keep waiting ur mail...
when u no reply i asked myself r u busy?
r u let go me dy? u sleeping? u lazy to reply me from mail?
or yr bro using the laptop don let u use?

so disappointed u no reply me...
dunno wat u thinking..

BTW, i wanna thanks to my frens they support me.... C=
i will try to be strong... like Jam said shouln't weak than boys..
must be tough.. (but i'm not tought at all)

Third Day

the third day of my full of sadness n painfull...
today when i reach home, my mom told me she call qi mom..
i feel myself so shamelss.. my things qi mom also knew..
dunno where to hide..

after that my right leg another 3 scar came out.. my face haven cured yet another
few slap and pinch my face again...
my tears drop until no tears.. already feel paralysis..
althought how pain was it...n my mom kick me out from house.. she wan me pack all my clothes..
finally i walked out but my dad come fetch me home, cause he scare report police will blame him

when i reach home.. she wan me kneel infront of god n swear to god:
i won contact wif him or any boys
i will study good
after SPM or College only can couple
must listen to her
all of this i dunno can do it anot.. hope so...

morning when i woke up i had a habit is look at right side where my phone put it..
but look at there nothing at all, becoz is not wif me dy..
i so miss him, every morning or nite also will send the msg to him..
but now cant do it... every nite i fall asleep i will suddenly wake up, coz i miss him..

at school today my face i feel like wanted to wear a mask..
i so hope her will come n comfort me.. but she dint made it..
i know she dunno wan how to comfort i understand..
my stomach was hungry at school, but i don feel like wan to eat..
i juz ate few pieces of biscuit then hungry till home face my mom.

i had no energy to face her n answer those repeat n repeat question..
i had lost the trust from my family.. i think i no need their trust..
i'm enuff... went to jusco wif my dad juz now.. i wanna take his phone n call my sis..
my sis dint pick up, i call again, he don trust me, he tot i will msg him or call him...

my only entertainment is comp... switch on the comp watch drama or movie or check mail..
what can i do? the brain full of question mark... blur at all...

I'm lost

i'm lost.. i dunno wan how to walk infront the road..
my parent knew we couple knew all the things.. haiz
my parent oppose me n him together..
i dunno now we count as break up anot...

my parent wan me after form 5 only can couple...
they say him is a bad guy... is he? i don think so...
i let her beat until my face n leg also bengkak....

my mom said today wanna meet him..
at last, he dint reach.. i was so sad he dint reach, i keep look outside the window..
she kept my phone, no phone, no go out shopping.. just can stay at hse study n be house wife.

she wan me choose, 1 is choose family n sacrifice him.. 2 is choose him n leave the hse follow him..
i really feel like wanna choose him.. i'm really lost...
i hope someone can beside me.. support me, i hope he can be my side..
but he cant... i'm tired of my life..

dunno after form 5 SPM how was my life, will i be wif him again?
i hope will, but might be he's change, not like now...
might be after 2 years he already be wif other gals n forget me dy...
every seconds, every minutes, every hours, everyday i'm missing you now...

dunno will you? will u change bad? now everyday also have spy at hse..
so uncomfortable... my tears keep drop when i miss you...
will u prove to my family, everyone tat u r not a bad boy?

wat r u doin there now? will u dream me when u sleep?
will u miss me? will u keep look at the phone waiting my call or msg?

i'm tired

FUCK OFF!
BASTARD!


I'M VERY TIRED!
I WANNA REST!
I CANT STAND ANYMORE

I'M NOT TAT TOUGH AT ALL...
I'M SO WEAK..
U ALL THINK I SO TOUGH, I'M NOT!!
EVEN U TOO!
I HATE U!

U JUST KEEP ASK ME DO THIS DO TAT..
DID U CARE WAT MY FEEL IS?
U HURTING ME..
JUST DO WATEVER U LIKE..
BUT ME LEH?
ALWAYS WAN ME LISTEN TO U!

I VERY TIRED

Celebrate daddy birthday 4/7/2009

daddy n mummy.. hehe.. leng zai leng lui? XP

sis, second bro, me, daddy, mummy... miss my elder bro.. this year cant celebrate wif us..

my familiy n my parent frens

daddy blowing candle.. old old le...

GOSH!!!

so nerd de me.. my bro take my pic take until my face so big~!!

eyes open so big! look so fat... T_T

lim teh.. thinking thing.. n enjoying.. haha

look like very good gal.. =.=

wat am i starring leh? no leng zai also.. haha! so dark

nice ma, tat i wearing white spec?

my bro n me.. hehe

pig, me, ham jim bang, my sis

haha! childish de me

the pig also wanna take pic.. "bang!"

kaka!

taking pic wif my sis PIG

beside is my bro, he's lost! coz he's taking pic for me.. lols

me n my ham jim bang.. miss him so much!

lols, y my bro the lips so sexy like model?! muahaha

hehe

kaka.. actually is my bro taking.. i walk beside him... then my sis juz saw the head XD

wat look is this ne?

my sis, me, my bro

my sis, me, my bro again

eeee!

me n my bro.. not nice..
ham jim bang.. cute ma? hehe.. like him.. miss u babe
tats all for yesterday..