I Disappoint You

Dear Mom, 


I'm sorry.. I disappointed you again..
I know I didn't even try to work hard before..
I really don't know wan't how to make myself in love with BM..
My BM is more worst than you think that I'm still okay in BM..
I really sucks with it!
English essay I still know where to start...
But, BM? Gosh, I don't even know how to use their words to start!
Might be you were right..
I'm just a useless people, a piece of shit.. 
Perhaps, I really have to go Singapore to work and earn money for you..

I'm really tired,

I don't meant to disappoint you..

Sorry, I'm just a useless piece of shit..

Really just feel like wanna give up..