Feeling Like So Free

Dunno why is the feeling gave it to me is so free...
Today feel abit lonely although i have frens beside me...
Can say that i whole day also read my novel book...

Teacher teaching infront of the class, SRT class..
Even after school i walking home, take train home,
also holding the novel book i like...

Read the book makes me feel relax..
Maybe becoz of i'm alone..
So just can take a book to read n make me don think so much...

But i think this feeling cant stay for long...
Becoz my second brother college holiday for 3 weeks!!
GOD! He at home i cannot feel free...

We sure argue everyday...
I hate like tat.. ish...~
Really so worry abt next week..

Miss him everyday, today really wan call him..
But suddenly turn back don wanna call...
How come? What is this feeling?

Feels like wan jump to the
river n have a swim... XD

When i walk on the street,
everytimes i turn back,
i really hope you were there
for me and look at me smile,
and give me your hand,
to hold you tight...

But when i look back,
you are not there for me,
the feel is so upset,
walk alone on the street,
feel so lonely tat you,
not beside me...