What happen?

Don't know why I can felt that my body getting weaker & weaker..
While I walk my leg like no strength...
Suddenly fell down.. Sometimes while I walking my vertebal its so pain..
These few weeks getting worst..
I'm so worring myself..
I don't wanna be my family burden..
Please tell me I 'll be fine..
Will someone care about me?

Dear Red, 

Today when you ask me join you go for Lang Tengah, 

I really so excited! I know you're missing her.. 

You more excited than me that can see her.. Right?

But when I asked you why suddenly want go Lang Tengah,

and your reason say that Yian want go..

Meaning that she going too..

I dont want.. I just wanna go with you, do you know?

Meantime, I rejected you.. 

Sorry, I'm trying so hard to let go you in my heart.. 

Kept telling myself stop falling for you already..

I knew without me you still will very happy and enjoy your day.. =)

That time went out with you, You told me that 1 day you had 7 girls texted you at the same time..

Wow.. You shocked me! Seriously, I confirm that many girls are in love with you..

But, I also glad that you told me about your stuff..

But my heart were so pain.. Who can I speak to?

Really dont know how to confess my feelings to you..

Dear A, 

between me and you those pictures I had totally deleted..

I think I really let go of you..

When I saw your pictures took with your gf..

Those of your happiness smile had come out.. 

Really happy that you living happily..

Before I delete those pictures that I took with you,

really dont even have 1 pic that you're smile from your heart..

Perhaps, be with me really unhappy..

I can't give you happiness..

Eventually, you found your real happiness..

Wish you both cherish each other!  =)